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[QUOTE="dreadkill:193471"]handinjury said:[QUOTE]??????? well???? Im fucking clueless. when i graduated hi-school, i was all happy, i thought "if i just work my my ass off, ill have money, and ill take it from there". Bullshit..... 7yrs later im 26, still working my ass off, still not making $19 an hr, still getting shit on by people, and still not getting anywhere it seems. I play guitar in a death metal band -really glamourous- a hit with the ladies(you play what metal?). My body feels like its 32. Ive delevoped a sticky w/ the internet. I cant stop drinking coffee. Tying to quit hitting the pipe. Still shy around the ladies. I think im developing ADD or something.People say im strange but im the the one who is normal. Become really lazy w/ house keeping. Most of the time i stay in doors by myself. And the list goes on and on....................... There just doesnt seem like there is enough time in the day to get anything done. I want to be a kid again, and not give a shit about bills/money/jobs/the future. Or maybe im just fucking aggravated over my shitty 10hr work day.:pukeface: [/QUOTE] hey man, i feel the same way. i just got a new job. the work isn't bad, but the commute sucks, and the pay sucks (especially for someone who double majored in college and worked my ass off in school). i look at all the ugly, downtrodden-looking people on the train everyday and think "we're off to the rat race again, chasing elusive dollars and happiness." i feel trapped. i feel like i don't have time to do what i want to do or be with the people i care about. i feel lonely all day, on a train full of people and in the office i share with people i have almost nothing in common with. My body feels old too. i have uncontrollable eczema that itches all day, and an uncontrollable acid reflux problem that really hinders my singing, and singing is my favorite thing to do with my time. it used to be my only solace when life got me down and now i have trouble with it. i can't really drink booze anymore (another one of my favorite things to do) because of the acid reflux. i also feel like i have developed ADD, as well as social anxiety disorder, to go along with undiagnosed depression. so, to sum it up, i relate to what you are going through. i am trying hard to help myself and seeking help for the things that are too overwhelming to deal with on my own. good luck with everything. hopefully, we'll be happier soon. keep working at it. [/QUOTE]
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