So I guess I am gay then[views:1709][posts:13]___________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 2:54pm - Lamp nli ""] A lot of you have known me for a few years. I have been on here since 2005. I guess I have faith you all wont look at me different or treat me as a second class metaller. But, I came out of the closet last night. It was hard to do for so many reasons, one being a metal fan and secondly my family. This is going to be a hard road to travel but if others can do it so cant I. This doesn't mean I can be a cool dude as I have been all my life. I will keep it real and I wont fuck with people about my sexuality. I know others feel they have to hide their orientation too but its not fair to us anymore. Gays are people too. |
| ___________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 2:55pm - Lamp nli ""] *cant be a cool dude. Sorry for the error, but I am serious and I need your support. |
| ___________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 3:02pm - Lamp nli ""] This is a true story but the first part doesnt have a lot to any sex enjoy... Hey my name is Lamp and im a total romantic. Im black 5'9 but even though people think thats tall i feel so short compared to the other guys at my school,Bad Bitch High. I been told im cute, sexy whatever but i dont think so; well i mean i have my days when i think im the sexiest bitch in the building and others i just feel whatever. Well there this guy named Thomas Smith, i have had this huge crush on him since i was 18 now im 19.Let me talk about that; at first we were just friends saw each other sometimes not all the time because we went to different schools, but his aunt loves me. My crush on him all started i ran into him at the park. I was sitting on a bench feeling the warm breeze on my skin; smiling the sent of fresh roses. It was an amazing day, then Thomas comes over and sits next to me. I look at him, he so amazing he taller than he 6'2 one reason why i like him. He black too well light skin (my type of guy) and he just sitting there staring at me with these amazing light brown eyes. Then out of no where he ask "How long have we known each other" "long time were like family" i responded nervously. Gosh why is he asking me this was all that was running thru my head. All of a sudden he scooted closer to me. I could smell the cologne coming of his slim muscled body in his black gym shorts and white shirt. I started to get uncomfortable. Then said the most shocking thing ever "Grab my cock." I almost passed out when he said that. I was so scared "no" came out my mouth before i could even think. He didnt take that no as answer. He took his hand and slid it in my pants and start to play with my cock. Im virgin so of course this new to me. Then he stopped his cousin was coming over."Hey Thomas its time to head home" he cousin shouted. "Alright coming" Thomas shouted back. So he got up but not before giving me a nice view of his butt. I headed home too thinking about what happened at the park. I felt dirty I mean I didnt know how to feel I never thought about being with a guy yet my friend Thomas. But deep inside i knew i wanted more needed more. The next day it was time for group meeting where all these adults come together to talk about religion and stuff. While I got stuck on baby sitting duty. I had just given the brats something to do when guess who comes in thats right Thomas he all smiles. All i could think of was OMG! OMG! OMG! THOMAS but of course i had to keep it cool so instead of jumping for joy i just ignored him. He needed my help moving a table so i figured why not? So here when i went crazy; i tired to throw his pitch line back at him."Thomas how long have we known each other." He just looks at me "A long time" he replies. Then he said the most fucked up thing ever "Hey your sister is hot". Im stuck there thing no you just didnt after all that stuff yesterday but you know me i had to keep a cool calm face; maybe he just isn't that into me. So the group meeting is over time for me to head home. When i got into my room i was so sad. I thought i was crazy like why am i sad over guy? Do i even like guys? Am i gay? so many questions all buzzing in my head. Now i see at this time i wasn't ready to admit he touched more than my cock he touched my heart. Corny i know. The next day i go over to Thomas' aunt's house (the one thats crazy about me-shes amazing) to hang with his cousin Andy. I go into Andy's room and guess whos there right Thomas OMG! Not again. "Hi Andy and Thomas" i said "Hey" they both replied. They were playing Halo; well im not that into video games. So i go stand by Thomas and all of a sudden he starts dry humping me from the back then his cousin Andy joins in from the front Omg three seconds in heaven!! But Andy was just playing around I dont know about Thomas. Then they both stop. So Andy leaves to go see what his' mom wants. Great im stuck with the guy im falling for like a pengiun trying to fly. "Dry hump me again" i said and he does this time he in front and looking at me like he really wants to be having sex with me right now. I see his cock moving up and down. I never seen another guy's cock "show me it" i asked he did and Omg it was huge anywhere from 11 to 12 inches."suck it" he asked me; me being a virgin not knowing anything and the fact his cousin could walk back in anytime replied "no" "Well just kiss it" he asked i got on my knees to kiss it just when his cousin came in thank god he didnt see. I nearly ran home, got up the stairs and went into my room closed and locked the door. No one was home yet but still i didnt want anyone to walk in. I started to slowly take my clothes of starting with my shoes and socks. Next i removed my shirt and ran my fingers over my nibbles and stomach i didnt have a six pack that requires to much work and being overly self conscious which wasn't me. Why did he like me there nothing special about me. All these crazy thoughts started to pop into my head. Then i removed my pants and boxers and let them fall to the floor. At the next group adult meeting i see him again. "Im going back over your cousins house" he smiled and said "guess im going to". This is how the story begins it wasnt a lot of sex but believe its coming. This is just the start I will surely write more. But as the reader tell me what you think:Do you think they both like each other? or Is it just a one sided crush? Are they just expermenting? |
| _____________________________ [Oct 9,2011 3:05pm - Lamp ""] hahahahahahahaha I'm not gonna bother reading that story, but nice try hahaha. |
| _________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 3:09pm - brian_dc ""] holy shit that's a lot of effort |
| _____________________________ [Oct 9,2011 3:15pm - Lamp ""] I doubt it. Dude probably just pulled a story he jacks off to from his bookmarks and replaced one of the character names with my user name. |
| __________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 3:24pm - nekronaut ""] Nibbles. |
| ___________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 7:50pm - lamp fag ""] If you want L I WILL SHOOT YOU AND KILL YOU DEAD, you hipster gaylord. More than one person wants you dead. Infact, a bunch of my people want you dead... |
| ________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 7:54pm - reimroc ""] quality thread. |
| ______________________________ [Oct 9,2011 10:01pm - Lamp ""] lamp%20fag said:If you want L I WILL SHOOT YOU AND KILL YOU DEAD, you hipster gaylord. More than one person wants you dead. Infact, a bunch of my people want you dead... Cool, man. I'll tell you what. You should come to Firehouse 13 tomorrow, there's a really cool show going on and I'll be there. In Defence, Boreworm, Idiot Vehicle, and Napoleon Complex are playing. Guaranteed mostly hardcore fun. Kill me. |
| _______________________________ [Oct 9,2011 10:07pm - yummy ""] Winning. |
| ______________________________ [Oct 9,2011 10:12pm - Lamp ""] And all those bands are way better than Graveside Service, including Idiot Vehicle who I haven't even heard, because Graveside Service sucks so much ass. |
| ______________________________________ [Oct 9,2011 11:31pm - the_reverend ""] I'm officially jealous of lamp. Not only does he not hit his head on anything while walking, he is also gay. Some men get all the luck. |
| ___________________________________________ [Oct 10,2011 12:55am - Dick for brains ""] Dude why you ragging on graveside? THey aint behind this shit and guess what lamp, I live on public and potters ave , you dead you dead and lisa say i can kil you from firehouse, oh you dead |