The truth and nothing but....[views:24264][posts:78]______________________________________________________ [Aug 25,2015 3:47pm - Andrew Junkie Thief no more ""] Now I am Andrew Flower Child. Please join my Facebook group. https://www.facebook.com/LaVeyanHippies |
| _________________________________________ [Aug 25,2015 5:17pm - Richard Smoker ""] Yeti said:I don't know the truth, I had no part so I have no say, but that was one of the most ego-bloated and least sincere attempts at an apology I've ever seen. You were better off not saying anything. Was it even supposed to be an apology? Looks like he is just distancing himself from Mike. Anyway, don't trust anything a junkie says unless they have done more than 2 years of continuous recovery. |
| _____________________________________ [Aug 25,2015 6:56pm - Break Down ""] Dimatteo- fuck you, fuck your 'apology' just pay back the people you fucked over, never come round & either overdose or move away. I'm sure there are ripe crops of suckers in other states you can fuck over. Don't worry about a ' 3 year bid', worry about getting killed. |
| _____________________________________ [Aug 25,2015 6:57pm - Blake Judd ""] You're learning quick, kid! |
| ______________________________________________ [Aug 25,2015 7:00pm - AndrewBastard 4real ""] thanks for the hoodie & the Motor City diesel! |
| ____________________________________ [Aug 25,2015 7:28pm - the truth ""] God forgives boston scenester fags don't! |
| ____________________________________________ [Aug 25,2015 7:29pm - real_shutup_fagget ""] AndrewBastard_4real said:So this is long overdue but but here goes. As you all know, I went through a couple years of IV heroin and cocaine addiction. I tired it once, fell in love and it went downhill from there just like it does for everyone else that uses it and despite warnings from friends and loved ones that I was going to lose control, I kept using and did some awful shit to good people; people I care. I burned a lot of irreparable bridges... I live in Providence now and made the desicion to go to a show at Dusk tonight (Aug 22nd) and was fairly public about my attendance via Facebook. As a result, a few people that do still care about me, for whatever reason warned me not to go because people were gunning for me. I also got into it in a FB thread with Robin where I got mouthy and I suppose I regret that. My frustration stems from the fact that I'm being accused and therefore threatened for something I did not do: steal One Fund money. I'll start off by saying some of the shit I DID do and NEVER denied: I broke into the PanzerBastard practice space with a fire extinguisher (NOT to disguise it as a robbery...there are cameras in there...I simply didnt have a key and was a desperate junky). I then took Chris Gigueres Les Paul and pawned it because I had already pawned everything else I owned and in my diseased mind, that was the next step. The intention was to get enough dope to kill me but alas, it was not meant to be.... I owned up to taking his guitar THAT day to him and told him I'd get it back. I was in the throws of addiction and never managed to get it back for him at that time because I was arrested shortly there after for felony larceny...people that dont believe that, I dont know what to tell you but it's the truth. Anyway, that was my first stint in rehab...Oct 31st of 2013. I have since been to court with Chris over this matter, he got his guitar back and I paid retribution to the pawn shop. Whether he forgives me or not isn't the issue, I wasn't asking for forgiveness, I simply wanted to do the right thing. Now regarding the One Fund situation... I worked at a print shop as many of you may know so I printed 100 posters to sell at the event. These posters cost me $1 each to print, I sold them for like $3 or $4 at the show. I recouped MY $100 (and probably put that $100 into my arm just like I did with every other dollar I earned/stole)...I was also the one selling the shirts. Towards the end of the night, before the last 2 bands had even gone on, we barely had any shirts left and I was dopesick so I gave ALL the cash profits from the shirts AND the posters to two of the girls running the raffle next to me and took off to get my fix...with MY money. I dont know anything about mail order posters...I printed 100 posters and they all came to that show with me. No one should have paid me for one and not received one right there and then; I'm not sure where that rumor started. I lived with Mike Notshaver in JP at this time...I'm not pointing any fingers or saying he stole the money: I'm simply saying, I did NOT see or touch a dime of that money after that night. He did start giving me cash for H and coke on the DL every now and then and I never asked where that money came from but he had a job AND this was happening BEFORE the One Fund show so...I dunno. I was not "in the know" about all this, there was no scheme hatched between him and I...if that money was in his possession and it's never been accounted for, thats on HIM, not me. I was working while living in JP with Mike and giving him $400 every month for the 6+ months I lived there...right around the end of all this BS, I got an email from our landlord saying he hadn't received a red cent in rent money from me OR Mike in months. I assumed rent was being paid when I gave Mike my cash every month but apparently it wasn't. I never met or saw the landlord, the only reason he emailed me is because Mike wouldnt respond to him, I guess. He had my email addy from when I emailed him a scan of the signed lease when I moved in. The dude lived in NYC in case any of you are wondering why he didnt just come to the house. I even stole cash from a roommate I lived with in Arlington that I barely knew after Serge gave me the benefit of the doubt and let e come live with him. Talk about a kid with a huge heart, who tried to help me over and over and over and I just spit in his face. Lying to, hurting and betraying a friend that magnitude is soul crushing, let me tell you. Regarding Codex Obscurum...it's a pretty bad idea to start something like that when you're a junky but it does need to be said that I didnt start that zine for dope money...in fact I did a SHITLOAD of work for that zine while I was involved and I'd say 90% of the people got their zines...towards the end of my participation with it, things got really shitty and destitute on my end; some people paid and never got their zines and some of the people who worked on the zine with me sent me $$ to have CO shirts made up which never got made and they never got their money back. Thats fucking shitty and I hate that I did that. I hate that ANY of this shit went down, but heroin is a hellovadrug. Those people I owe money to will get it back in time. I've been struggling with this addiction ever since all this BS up until about 4 months ago (been clean the past 4 months)...I'm STILL struggling with it...I always will be but now I'm actually getting my shit together, moving past all this guilt, depression, regret etc and trying to make some amends to the people I stole from and the people I hurt, betrayed, manipulated and lied to. That drug ruled my life. I abandoned every value, virtue and shred of integrity I've ever had to get unsick and it eats me up inside everyday. Friends, family, loved ones etc... I wallow in guilt every morning when I wake up and every night when I put my head on my pillow and try to fall asleep. I cant change the past, I can only hope to be a better person today, and tomorrow and the day after that. I needed to get this all off my chest before I got jumped over something I didn't do. There are some people I burned that have every right to hate me and never forgive me, but the One Fund Witch Hunters are not among those people. I have a clean conscience in regards to that situation. So there you have it in a nutshell. Every word of this is Goats Honest Truth Sincerely, Andrew, the huge pussy not going to the show in providence tonight because he just got out of the ACI and cant risk getting arrested and doing the 3 year bid hanging over his head and who doesnt want to get beat up by 50 people over something he didn't do because getting beat up sucks. this is probably just turn into your classic RTTP anon troll thread, but at least its out there for the world to see. shutup fagget |
| _______________________________ [Aug 25,2015 8:21pm - Wow! ""] Staples telling it like it is! Thank god your Quebecois homeland is free of such slimeball antics. |
| ______________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 1:12am - whowasphone ""] Wow! said:Staples telling it like it is! Thank god your Quebecois homeland is free of such slimeball antics. which was staples? |
| ______________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 3:05am - the_reverend ""] What happened here is awful no doubt, but the fact that he is making amends and didn't just move away is rare. Most people would have moved away when so many people have said they hate you. I wasn't wronged here, but I look forward to this playing out. Hopefully positively. |
| ________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 11:36am - WHOA ""] Aaron said something mature like a grown up. That little whippersnapper became a man. |
| ______________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 11:54am - LOL BOSTON ""] LOL BOSTON |
| ____________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 12:28pm - MT_Chris ""] What can I say here that will make Pam touch my wiener? |
| _______________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 12:34pm - the_reverend ""] I'm pretty sure as a male, you need to keep Pam from touching it and getting pregnant. |
| ________________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 1:07pm - Bean Salesman ""] the_reverend said:the fact that he is making amends [img] |
| __________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 2:01pm - But.... ""] Lol Boston huh? Let's see... DiMatteo- Newport Notshaver- Florida/Upstate New York You- a drunken faggot from New Hampshire Or- a drunken faggot from Ct. Or- Josh Staples |
| _________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 5:52pm - But... ""] No one who posts here is actually from Boston. |
| ____________________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 6:24pm - dicks a blisterin ""] From Boston, living in Boston, has lived in Boston, makes no difference. Boston is scum and so is everyone that doesn't think it should be burned to the ground. |
| _______________________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 7:13pm - Black Metal Nazi Fag ""] Only Kinslayer-era CNV was real. |
| _________________________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 8:14pm - cnv is washed up hacks ""] cnv is overrated anyway. literally every other bm band from new england is better |
| ______________________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 8:32pm - ab is a standup guy ""] so is notshaver. also it's hilarious that all you black metal kids are pissed about somebody stealing from a charity, which happens to be just about the least metal thing EVER. |
| ____________________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 8:49pm - real_shutup_fagget ""] Black%20Metal%20Nazi%20Fag said:Only Kinslayer-era CNV was real. shutup fagget |
| _______________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 10:54pm - but what if ""] real_shutup_fagget said: Black%20Metal%20Nazi%20Fag said:Only Basement Satan-era Kinslayer was LOL. shutup fagget fix |
| _______________________________________________________ [Aug 26,2015 10:55pm - public transportation haver ""] dicks%20a%20blisterin said:From Boston, living in Boston, has lived in Boston, makes no difference. Boston is scum and so is everyone that doesn't think it should be burned to the ground. sorry about your farm and garden supply store, bro. |
| _______________________________________ [Aug 27,2015 12:19am - the_reverend ""] WHOA said:Aaron said something mature like a grown up. That little whippersnapper became a man. [img] |
| ____________________________________ [Aug 27,2015 3:49pm - The Truth ""] Boo hoo hop someone stole are $150 daddy's junky music used gear. And shitty pedals. It's not like someone stole Joe perry 's gear... Let the junkie pay you back and quit crying like teenage girls. |
| ___________________________________________________ [Aug 27,2015 4:10pm - farm and garden supplier ""] public%20transportation%20haver said: dicks%20a%20blisterin said:From Boston, living in Boston, has lived in Boston, makes no difference. Boston is scum and so is everyone that doesn't think it should be burned to the ground. sorry about your farm and garden supply store, bro. So what if I supply farms and gardens? Wanna fight about it? |
| ___________________________________ [Aug 27,2015 4:20pm - Czarnobog ""] The%20Truth said:Boo hoo hop someone stole are $150 daddy's junky music used gear. And shitty pedals. It's not like someone stole Joe perry 's gear... Let the junkie pay you back and quit crying like teenage girls. Who's crying? I just said his apology seemed like bullshit and I don't want gear thieves coming around shows I'm responsible for. He wants to pay people back for the stuff that he stole so he can sleep better at night, cool I guess. Doesn't change anything for me though. Don't trust him, won't trust him. |
| _____________________________________________________ [Aug 28,2015 12:04am - EIGHTEEN DOLLARAYDOOS?!!! ""] EIGHTEEN DOLLARAYDOOS?!!! [img] |